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went for a rather pleasant long run earlier today.. the weather was perfect! :) felt so carefree and happy.. (tho my legs are still aching! rarghh!)

the most delicious salad appeared for lunch. i think i've got an obsession with raw veg cos i seem to gravitate towards them wherever i go. e.g. when we go out for dinner. haha. and when i don't get my dose of raw veg i become an unhappy eater. maybe i'm turning into a cow.. grazing on grass. haha. and if i can't get it raw i don't mind it boiled. but i detest oily salty gross fried veg dishes that leave me thirsty and feeling like crap. hoho. the past wk's menu was full of chicken dishes so now i'm really really sick of chicken :X i love FISHIES.

haha i think i have these food phases. like for instance..for the past 2-3 wks i've been pretty obsessed with quakers oatmeal squares ahha. and wasa and jam. and bread. but today i suddenly don't like the thought of eating bread/ cereal/ wasa anymore. instead i'm into veggie. ahhhah. wonder how that works out psychologically...

was watching makan sutra this aft and i learn that da paolo was locally started?!?! zomg. hoho. hee i just want to run and eat yummy food all day. studying's a total pain :(

i have come to the conclusion that training screws up my hormonal levels. ahha cos when i stop i tend to get these super bad breakouts that last forever. imbalance of testosterone perhaps... hah. so grosss. ew.

while waiting to be picked up from tuition yestd i was exploring the shop and save on the ground floor and i was examining the diff types of bread on sale....(don't ask why haha cos i don't know either) and and and! i found out that gardenia makes low carb wholemeal loaves?!?! which is really quite interesting. i wonder how they do it. if the net weight is the same how do they reduce the carbs?! i am intrigued haha. whatever you substitute the grains/sugar with won't the carb content still be roughly the same? surprisingly the caloric content is like 1/3 lower than normal loaves!

lalala i want to live in a nice apartment with a beautiful steel/ glass-themed kitchen .. and it'll be stocked with the greatest yummiest food around and i'll cook and serve up all my favourite meals! :D and when i look out the window, i'll see the streets and the sun setting..and when i look out of another window i'll see beautiful meadows and um a beach haha. with clear waters! i'll have a bike trainer set up to face the meadows so i can hit the saddle whenever i want (now road phobic cos i haven't ridden chinese fireball since last yr :X) and when i feel like it i'll just hop out of the house and go swim in the clear waters! or run along the beach! or run on the grass in the meadows! and i want a pet dog... to run with haha.

beautiful dreamzzz.

hope me muscle aches will go away soon. been trying to stretch more haha but not realleh working...



happy eleventh :) hope you're doing well...

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